Losing Your Way

I went to Iceland in the middle of winter. I was immediately struck by the isolation—the city was dead and I had no one to talk to compared to my time in South America when I always had a buddy around. I used to go out solo dolo only occasionally but now I was doing it exclusively. I began to develop strategies to get laid at night without having to use any wingmen.

As my European trip progressed, I decided that rolling solo was the way to go. The proof was in the girls I was banging, often within an hour or two, from all types of clubs. I discovered that there is anxiety in standing alone at the club, and you relieve that anxiety by doing approaches (when you’re with a friend, you have a comfortable home base that actually makes you approach less). My results indisputably showed that I simply got laid much more when rolling solo. Soon, my social life soon consisted almost entirely of banging random girls with little male friendship.

My social skills remained high, because of all the game I was running, but my ability to be a friend declined and I was losing the ability to wing. I became more impatient and insular. I just wanted to get my dick wet as quickly as possible. I didn’t need friendship anymore—I transcended friendship. Not having friends freed up a lot of time: I published 9 books in less than two years, the most productive period of my life. My income rose and I was getting laid. I felt successful.

Inevitably my interest in notches declined. Not that I was becoming less horny, but I was reluctant to put in work to get something I’ve experienced so many times before. I had expected this, and decided that when it would happen, I’d double down on writing with a goal to earn more, even though I was making enough for my needs.

I launched Return Of Kings, which takes quite a bit of time. I was also working on three simultaneous books. I was excited that my productivity was going even higher. I was going to build an empire! Chasing girls too hard was a waste of time, just like friendship was. I had started developing symptoms of carpal tunnel in my right wrist. Instead of taking a step back and thinking about what was happening, I bought an ergonomic mouse so I could work even more.

When I moved to Lublin, I banged two girls in my first month and put them in rotation, not so much because I was in love with them, but because I didn’t want to have to go out much. My first trip to Poland had me going out four or more times a week. Now it was once. I was getting laid at least once a week and making cash. Life was great.

I released Bang Ukraine in January and the launch was my biggest yet. My entire life was going according to plan. At the end of that month I did my usual accounting and was pleased at all the sales I made. It was time to blow a couple hundred and celebrate.

I went through my phone. There was only one male friend in it, but he was in Warsaw, three hours away. All my friends were in random European, American, or South American cities. No problem—I got the two girls to hang with. I texted both. One was sick and the other didn’t reply. No problem—I’ll go to the club and find a new girl to celebrate with. I’ll get some new pussy.

In the first club I got hit with four blowouts in a row. Rustiness alone couldn’t explain that result so I went to another club that was packed with girls. It barely got better. I got out-gamed by teams of guys who could occupy cockblockers when I couldn’t. I used to love rolling solo because it was easy to get laid, but now I wished I had a wing.

Even if I did succeed that night and get laid, which I didn’t, I wondered who would I share the story with. If a man bangs a pretty girl in an Eastern European shithole and has no one to tell, did the bang make a sound?

I thought back to my previous decade of game and how the reward of it wasn’t necessarily in the sex act but in the bonding with men who were either there to witness it or help me. I got more satisfaction banging an average girl with a friend working by my side than banging a hottie alone with nothing but raw effort. I won’t deny that I have a strong biological desire to get laid, but that desire alone doesn’t justify the amount of work I’ve put into game. It was the male camaraderie that made it worth pursuing more than I would have.

I went home that night and logged onto the forum. Lots of activity, like usual. I checked my blog and there were many new comments to sift through. I had several new emails and Twitter replies. Usually this would provide me with some social validation, but not tonight. It felt abstract, almost fake. The money I made the previous month was abstract, too. It was just numbers on a screen that I couldn’t even spend because I had no one to spend it with. I might as well be living my life on the internet in the form of page views, comments, forum posts, and book sales.

I turned off my computer. I thought back to Brazil, when I lived in a favela. I was broke but chased more girls with my Danish roommate than while in Lublin, where I made a far more superior income. I remember how I told myself that I wanted to live in a nice apartment within a city of beautiful women and not have to take buses at night. I accomplished that task, but I was less content than I thought I would be.

I imagined how things would be in ten years if I continued. I would have a lot of money, probably. I would publish 30 books and get 10 million page views a month. But I saw myself alone, in a remote castle in some strange part of the world, with no social interaction besides a rotating door of women who I didn’t care much for and internet friends who would give me e-props via funny reaction gifs. It’s possible to have women, friendship, and money, but it seemed like I was running the common American program of just trying to stack paper because I didn’t know what else to do.

I went to bed that night satisfied. I was satisfied because I caught myself before it was too late to make a change. I knew that my priority wasn’t to make more money. My income was already sufficient. It wasn’t to mindlessly bang more girls in some shithole city, either. It was something that I used to have in the past, but gradually lost. I wanted to get it back, yet at the same time I knew that it wouldn’t be easy to turn back the clock to a time when I had different habits and needs. I wasn’t sure if it was worth fighting a wave that was taking me in a new direction.

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  • Anonymous

    I concur with #21.

    You need a kid.

    Kids give depth to our personality and a whole another dimension to our human experience. They makes us better men.

    And you don’t have that much time because in a few years (in your 40s) a whole set of new problems and challenges will inevitably arise, and will be there for the long haul. Entering your 40s you will be on the downward path in your life and, trust me, you don’t want to deal with small kids while dealing with declining health and ever real existential middle-age crisis at the same time.

    Losing your way now is nothing compared to trials and tribulations awaiting you in your declining years.

  • John Rambo

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    Start seeing the sights and clear your mind of all things business, feminism and even girls.

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    It all gets stale after a while. “Like too little butter scraped over too much bread” as Bilbo said.

    That’s when you decide to look for that increasingly rare thing….a good loyal woman. You get married, buy a house, and have kids.

    When it works, it’s the ultimate thing in a man’s life. But of course the risk and challenge is very severe right now. Might not be in your comfort zone.

  • Lothrio

    Roosh going through a phase solidifies my belief we want both …..

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    2. A loving Family and Loyal Friends that you can come to at the end of hard day and have a home cooked meal that you can enjoy .

    Problem is we can’t have both ” Have our cake and eat it too” , May we all find the perfect balance between the two ……..

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    Roosh you will be glad when you push 40+ and libido drops then you will no longer have a need to get notches. I banged tons of hot ass years ago and still do but not a focus on my life.

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    Great internal dialogue, thanks for sharing. Brad and I were hanging out yesterday and saying pretty much the same thing. Men need male company – we need our friends to do lots of fun stuff with. Hanging with women alone doesn’t suffice. Playing sport, doing extreme stuff and watching some TV/movies is only good with mates.

  • Nik

    Man, sometimes I feel exactly the same for being an Italian expat in Bratislava. Miss my buddies from down there in southern Italy, but I have kind of a nice job (I fly the Boeing 737 around the world for a Slovak charter company) and well… pussy is waaaaaay better where I am now compared to my hometown.
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  • Mark Minter

    Better this way though, Roosh. Better alone. People will drag you down, hold you back, take, use what you have, then turn their backs on you.

    Build a life of steel and concrete that is yours and yours alone, then allow people to visit it.

    Better to be alone and self-sufficent, than to be so embedded in the lives of others and they in yours. People, people that you trust immensely will damage you.

    You know there are limits to people, limits to all relationships, and it is entirely better not to depend on others.

    You didn’t end up alone because you didn’t wish it. The limits of relationships showed themselves to you. And you evolved to it.

    So better to come into relationships with a position of strength and knowledge you don’t need them.

    There are so many memories I have in relationships with people where it just turned out badly. And now I am mostly alone, and nothing turns out badly.

    I mostly never screw myself over. I don’t cheat myself. I don’t hurt myself. I don’t use myself. And late at night those memories play back like a movie, a bad movie, those things that turned out badly, that sometimes I have to snap to awareness to shut off the movie.

    And I tell myself as a reassurance, “I like being alone”. It is not a con job, it is a comforting thing. It is like having bad experiences in the past with sharks and now living in Kansas. When the memories of the sharks come back, you say “I live in Kansas now. There are no sharks.”

    Yeah, better this way, from strength and not from need.

  • Mark Minter

    One more point. Better to ride this wave while you have it. Yes, you did create it, and for now, it is good.

    But fate is a fucker. Fortune favors the bold, but it also has a particular attraction to youth. My advice is ride this horse hard until 40 because things can change and will change after 45.

    When Roman generals received their “triumph”, the parade through Rome after some major victory, it was common to have another person in the chariot that repeated, over and over, to the general,

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    This will be a good time to read Friendship by Ralph Waldo Emerson

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    Nothing serious, just a first signs of middle age crisis, it will pass.

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    Roosh feels like that because his family doesn’t understand him. I have been there, and yes it sucks.

    And also, this middle age crisis is true. I used to diss it but this shit is true. On wikipedia there’s a very good article about it, which leads to another article about Japanese loners (I don’t remember how they are called but it’s interesting). It seems like us introverts (not saying shy, it’s not quite the same thing) feel all this stuff more than extroverts. The extroverts seem not to think much. I wonder how they do it. Introverts are more introspective, I think Roosh is like that too. We observe and think more and we might mix into a group but we always feel like we don’t belong anywhere. This is also due to the fact that Roosh has seen a lot of places other than American places, which most Americans don’t really do. He doesn’t feel like he belongs in America forever and the family thing to him feels a bit like America, in a microcosm. Maybe I am completely wrong or maybe I am right, I don’t know. I think that in life it’s normal to lose your way, especially if like Roosh you try all this different stuff. It’s almost like knowledge: it can make you very intelligent but it can bring you pain as well. Still, it’s better than to live the illusion of ignorance. Oscar Wilde said: ‘Truth is rarely pure and never simple’. I’d rather know the brutal truth than to live like an happy idiot in a lie. Besides, only idiots are completely happy. So, Roosh, embrace it. It’s like fear. It will never entirely leave us, but we can still work with it. Although I don’t diminish your feelings, from what I see I think you are doing pretty well, I wish I were in your shoes.

  • Nestorius

    Roosh,
    Maybe you will be better near your family.
    And if things are not better in the US, then maybe your whole family should move to some place better, maybe Turkey.

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    Also, it’s not too late to learn to do things that used to interest you before. Maybe some profession.

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    How about you SUCK MY DIRTY FUCKIN’ CLIT and give me a super hot orgasm? That will get rid of your mid-life crisis, Roosh.

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    Keep it up rooshv; you will find your way. You serve as an example of what can be. Don’t let us down.

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    it’s a bit pointless throwing away all you’ve done, and starting all over again…. that would be discounting all your hard work todate….

    so what you have to look for is your next directtion… generally speaking men are not that satisfied with family life…. they say a man is happy with his family when his work is going well….

    so you gotta take what you’ve done and all your experiences you have and build on it from there…..

  • Anonymous

    Minter’s comment is good.–

  • Alice

    Totally unrelated:

    Searching for something only cursorily related to this article, I stumbled upon it.
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    (I’m a bad writer, needlessly long and with needless abstraction, but they’re hard features to fight; please bear with me)

    You urge that North America men should travel, because such experience will show them how different things are in other places with regard to female feminity and related behaviour, and so put their motherland into perspective, and make them appreciate how it could be different, and they themselves could be different, too, yes? The conclusions post-trip of others cannot substitute for seeing other countries firsthand?

    All this talk is adding another angle to a desire in me to travel.

    With regard to your focuses of interest, which seem to revolve around making men more masculine and women more feminine, do you think Anglosphere women stand to be affected (or “benefit”, in your eyes) by travel to places like Eastern Europe, as well?

    Obvs, don’t reply if it’s way down on your priority list. … Now that I think of it, there are plenty of people who I could ask…

  • OlioOx

    How common is it for men to grow more solitary and bearish as they age? Seems fairly normal behavior for a lot of men.

  • Theodora

    Being alone as the ultimate advice and the solution to all problems is the most defeatist and depressing thing I’ve ever heard!
    The problem is not other people, it’s how we behave around them, what they bring out of us:this is what people who end up alone either willingly or not can’t cope with and should work on. It’s a challenge and it might involve pain, but it also involves joy.

  • Anonymous

    Stop worrying so much about your moods, Roosh.–

    Moods are a very tertiary item at best. Just relax and stop thinking that every few months requires you to “add it all up.”

    You have a superb life.

  • SunSword

    Interesting because an INTP has no such desire for the guy gang.

  • madmax

    63 Anonymous

    yeah that’s what shallow, superficial people say, or youngsters with no life experience on their shoulders. But Roosh isn’t like you. Socrate said: ‘a life not examined, is not worth living’.

    Hell, I like Roosh because he constantly examines and question things. He’s able to switch to a bird’s eye and look at himself and what happens around him and he tries to figure things out. That’s why I like him and that’s why I find his experience valuable. If he were another run-of-the-mill shallow person or ‘guru’, I would have never bought his books and read his articles.

    But you know, admittedly there seem to be an advantage to be ‘blissfully’ ignorant. Too bad it’s just a perception, and does not reflect the objective reality. Is it really bliss? It’s like someone cutting your finger off and you not noticing it because you are under anesthetic. The fact that you don’t feel anything doesn’t mean nothing is happening.

  • Gui

    I love your sad existential posts as I suffer the same moodswings where things periodically appear meaningless. I think after many years you’ll make a great autobiography by going through all your blogs and examining how you felt and the desilusions you went through. Because you are well read and intelligent you can analyse yourself before you fall in the routine, because you can notice when you’re unhappy where other people just validade themselves through accomplishments and material gains you see the meaningless of your empire every so often. I can’t wait to see that book after everything is over. One conclusion i can see there is that: being a womanizer is crucial to a great man’s ascent. All the greats were womanizers, and I can see why in my life, before women I looked bad, didn’t know much and wasn’t that interesting or sexy. And chasing ever better pussy improves all aspects of your live, anyone who never did it in history eventually decomposed. It is as if learning to instinctively attract women is simply a tool unlocking the endless paths of men’s grandeur, even though it seems to be the most superfluous of goals.

  • garvan-the-mad

    Picking up with a good friend, or a group of friends is a wonderful thing.

    It’s like a team working together to accomplish a task. Your world is surrounded by dudes who are all down and privy to getting down with the ladies.

    Everyday ends up feeling like an adventure. Everyone is having successes, and you’re sharing in each other’s successes.

    You have stories of the nasty girl from last night that smelled of vomit and was the size of a small vehicle.

    You have legends of ridiculous bangs happening through ingenious working of hidden doors and alleyways.

    The time when pick-up for me was the most fun and entertaining was definitely when the game was still an adventure as opposed to practice done in solitude to improve.

  • James

    Thank you for this post, it’s prompted me to review my lifestyle and realise i need to change. My priorities have been incorrect for some time now.

  • Beto

    I think middle life crisis come and hit us when we less expected. For me (already married, 34) was when started traveling a lot for work and alone, started seeking how to pick up girls in each trip. At the begining was a challenge, once in the role…was very fun, I felt like the king, good money, great girls, great sex and a happy family back home until it became to be tedious process, not because a I was banging a lot, enough, but started missing the my old regular life…I just gave up one day and covered all my traces…sometimes you need that you can have it, so you can get it out of your system and be back to do what you already had.