Secular people think being under heavy demonic influence looks like something out of a Hollywood movie. You develop a guttural croak, stick out your tongue at inappropriate moments, and even develop a limp that signifies you are not well. Or you’ll do things that are obviously evil, such as punch little children in the face and torture backyard animals. The reality is far more subtle. Demons can be in total control over your life, directing your every move, and you will still be deceived that you’re a “good person” who is in charge. The word demon may not even enter your mind.

You’re under demonic influence if you commit evil deeds yet are unable to recognize them as evil. Usually it starts when you commit minor transgressions as an adolescent, often starting with masturbation. You choose to ignore your conscience telling you that masturbation is wrong because you want to feel good in the moment and follow your own will. Over time, your conscience atrophies as you continue to disobey it, allowing you to commit greater evils as an adult until your conscience becomes so damaged that you are easily able to convince yourself that the evil acts you commit are actually good or virtuous.

An example of a great evil I committed in the past was taking the virginity of a few women. In my defense, I did not have to trick them that I wanted a long-term relationship or marriage, and chances are they used me to begin a promiscuous lifestyle, but that is still no excuse. I was the vehicle that Satan used to remove their bodily purity, something they will never be able to give to another man.

Believe it or not, when I slept with a virgin, I thought I was doing her a favor. I was introducing them to a world of wonderful sensual pleasures, allowing them to get over the awkwardness of virgin sex so that after me they could sleep with any other man they wanted without hesitation. Not only that, but I eagerly bragged to my friends when I did sleep with a virgin, since I deemed it harder to do when compared to a woman who was already sexually active. Every virgin I slept with was a confirmation of how skilled and masculine I was, a testament to my supreme abilities that justified my growing worldwide fame.

How do you think I feel about my actions now?

When the initial thought came to my mind that I was doing the virgins a “favor,” it was in my own voice. It did not coincide with tongue-wagging or circling of my eyeballs. I was not in a state of wrath but calm. When subsequent thoughts came into my mind that I was a big man for doing what I did, I accepted it immediately, along with any other conclusion that boosted my own pride.

The biggest mistake that secular people make is believing that thoughts from their minds are theirs, and are therefore worth listening to or following, but if you are not in communion with God, much of your thoughts will be evil. The Orthodox Church teaches that demons have the ability to put thoughts into your mind, and when combined with other thoughts that derive from your own flesh, it shouldn’t be hard to see that most of your thoughts should be ignored. Most of your judgments are wrong. For some people, all are wrong. Thankfully, God and the angels can seed beneficial thoughts, and our conscience can never be completely annihilated, but don’t assume you’re totally in the clear where anything you think of must certainly come from a place of good.

In the past, I assumed that the demons would want me to suffer and experience pain. In the next life, yes, but in this life they give you all the pleasures and worldly rewards you can handle. If you want sex, Satan will do what he can to see that you get it, and if you can’t get the real thing he’ll make sure you’re addicted to the next best thing, pornography. Do you covet money? He’s wiring the funds right now, just as long as you devote every waking hour to making a buck. Do you want to feel like a somebody? He’ll make sure you invest hundreds of hours into a YouTube channel and get recognized on the street. All he asks in return is your soul.

Satan puts you at the center of your false universe, to worship any god but God, convincing you to follow your own “self-interest,” that you’re just an evolutionary animal and it’s okay to walk over or destroy those around you as long as you are growing and gaining and achieving the emotional happiness that you believe is the meaning to this life, and the big lie is that it’s not you that has come up with the master game plan. You’re the stooge, the useful idiot who is being controlled like a puppet on a stage that your pride blinds you from seeing.

Have you ever seen a man get hypnotized? Under hypnosis, he may do weird things such as bark like a dog or roll on the ground, and then when the hypnotist releases the spell, he’s amazed when the audience tells him he acted like a total animal. He can’t believe that his will was hijacked by an external force, but that’s exactly what happened. On stage, he may be embarrassed for an hour or two, but when you fall for the hypnotism that Satan performs, you don’t lose your dignity for a moment—you lose it forever.

God is in the process of releasing me from the spell of Satan, because I surely couldn’t do it on my power with a broken conscience and deformed will. I admit I did a lot of evil things while I was hypnotized. I acted worse than a dog, but now that I am able to re-orient my will with God’s, to use the teachings of His Christ and His Church as a measure of what is good, and to ignore all that contradicts it, I pray that He never allows me to be so heavily deceived again.

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  1. Someone December 7, 2020 at 10:37 am

    We get it man. You jerked off too much, screwed too much, and it’s caused you mental problems like the women you slept with over time. You made a mint with PUA books, and now making a mint with your new found purity.

    1. Milton December 7, 2020 at 4:19 pm

      In case you haven’t noticed there is more money to be made in promoting evil.

      Salt ‘N Pepa would not have had a hit if they called their song Let’s Talk About God!

      If you have been following Roosh you would have noticed that his lifestyle has taken a definite downgrade in material terms since following the Lord

      1. Chairman Mao December 8, 2020 at 12:54 am

        There’s actually not much money left to be made in promoting “pick up artistry.” It’s a dying niche. Most of the “pick up” sites/forums have closed and the leading guys (Roosh, Roissy/Heartiste, Mystery, Strauss, etc) have left.

        Lots of men are afraid of being accused of sexual harassment, so a lot of the techniques (like kino escalation) can’t be used anymore. Much of the dating/sexual market is online now (social media, Tinder, online dating), which is much harder for “game” theorists to crack. Young people go out a lot less to social get togethers now because they’re too busy with their phone, which makes it tough to meet women. Even when they do go out, they’re too absorbed looking at their phone and taking pics to talk to strangers.

        “Game” has very ROI these days and is risky. It still works, but it’s a huge grind. That’s why even guys who continue to “pick up” aren’t having fun anymore.

        The era of “easy pickup” is over. That’s why sites like “Only Fans” are now so popular.

        I think a lot of young men are eager to embrace a conservative cultural ideology that provides them with a wife and stable monogamy. They find the dating/sexual market to be too brutal a place. That’s the root of the changes we’ve seen in the “Manosphere,” the emergence of “THOT Patrol,” and the turn towards traditionalism in the last 5-7 years… Whereas 10-15 years ago, when sexual opportunities were FAR more abundant, few young men would’ve embraced marriage and monogamy.

        So I think that by promoting traditional marriage and monogamy, Roosh has entered a niche that’s increasingly popular. Becoming a “pick up” coach in 2020 makes no sense.

      2. Apex Predator December 8, 2020 at 2:44 pm

        You nailed the entire thing perfectly. This is an excellent summation of history and the ‘situation on the ground’ as it stands right now.

      3. Dariusz December 8, 2020 at 4:56 pm

        There’s a new crop of 20 year olds every year. For as long as there are men and women, game will be applicable. Roosh was internationally oriented, Eastern Europe, Asia, and S.America, sexual harrasement is an (((american))) phenomenon. Life goes on for regular people the world over, I bet a lot of guys want some tips on how to play the game, when every interaction with a woman is potentially a starting point.

      4. Borgon December 8, 2020 at 10:33 pm

        When economies collapse worldwide in presumably the next five years, you’re gonna see women worldwide (primarily in the Anglosphere and western societies) acting like women in the FSU after the collapse of Soviet Union. It’s going to be money game ultimately as the inner prostitute gets activated when “desperate situations” call for desperate measures in collapsing economies. Pure P4P and gold digging transactional sex.

        It won’t be surprising then to see young western women soliciting resourceful clients from third world countries simply to pay their bills – even if their predecessors wouldn’t have dreamt of touching those men with a ten foot pole. The client’s looks won’t matter, his age won’t matter, his race or language won’t matter, his family or kids won’t matter, his other women won’t matter- because only her bills will matter and they will have to be paid by him. If he can do that, it’s gonna be fair game for her.

        Casual social prostitution will be tolerated in the next five years in the West and Anglosphere, as the women presently doing that will then justify that to the next generation of women to pay their bills. Just like in the FSU where it’s usually all straight up transactional, and beautiful women will often sleep with anyone who can “afford” them.

        The relationship between sluttiness and whoredom is symbiotic in societies. In a society where sluttiness is encouraged, it’s just a matter of time when prostitution is gradually encouraged. And vice versa, though in societies where social prostitution is first introduced or tolerated (like in FSU, parts of Latin America and Asia or EE), sluttiness takes times to gain a stronghold as it has lesser to none transactional benefit for women to give it away just like that as we see in the West or Anglosphere.

        The only saving grace for sluts in the West are stronger economies and earning potential for women in those societies. She can comfortably earn her own bread and can supplement her own resources with benefits from the men she casually sleeps with. But when the resources and income dry up as economies fall, prostitution is the next logical step or “upgrade” for sluts. And plenty of them already in the permissive West. It won’t be surprising if the elites manufacture an economic collapse within the next decade to gradually legalize prostitution in the West and Anglosphere – and from then, it’s gonna be all blatant money game.

      5. American guy December 9, 2020 at 12:53 pm

        @Borgon Man that’s depressing but not outside the realm of possibility.

      6. Borgon December 9, 2020 at 5:33 pm

        It is indeed depressing but that’s the reality which is inevitable, if it already is not transpiring.

        Porn and social media are the top corrupters of women today in the world. Just look at the statistics. What is porn? Prostitution on screen. 73% of all porn is produced in America, and 45% to 50% of women watch porn regularly. That’s every second woman (irrespective of her age or race or background) who’s addicted to these “drugs”.

        When unemployment has risen with the pandemic, the porn industry has taken off with more and more young women entering it to make fast and easy money presumably to pay their bills and have fun at the same time. America is indeed now in its “golden age” of porn. The rising unemployment couldn’t have been a more lucky break for the (((producers))) of porn to recruit fresher talent. In fact with the social distancing and rising unemployment, many women are actively seeking out a porn career from these producers who are raking in all the cash, as people stay at home getting their free porn fixes on their phones or computers. If there’s one industry which definitely is booming amidst this pandemic, it’s the porn and social media industries which provide the platforms to create and encourage degenerate content.

        Roosh had even done a post on this earlier when he reviewed a documentary on young girls being recruited from the MidWest to join the porn industry and how they were happy about it. The porn disease has spread now to the supposedly conservative rural America, and it’s raging there. Don’t be misled or fall for the illusion that it hasn’t reached there yet. Plenty of women already going to Sunday church to confess the debauchery they did across the week, and repeat the same cycle the following weeks.

        It’s kinda an oxymoron that a society which produces and encourages this filth to women could still have some decent women left (before they’re ultimately corrupted later – either due to peer pressure, economic hardship, social media or social mores ). What messages do cuckold, interracial, gangbang, lesbian porn etc. send out to (impressionable young) women? What messages do the “fallen women” (who represent the majority) send out to the uncorrupted women in society? Look at the way how the average woman dresses today with the revealing outfits in public – even the whores of 50 years back dressed more conservatively as compared to her. Someone like Cardi B who is just a stripper has already endorsed publicly the next POTUS – the most powerful man in the world. A stripper’s views has now more weightage or leverage in society than an intellectual’s in modern society today to socially influence and sway the political views of the public.

        What is the message going out to women who all see this, especially the younger impressionable ones who haven’t matured yet?

        The message is loud and clear – it’s perfectly ok to be degenerate and eat your cake too. Especially when the most powerful men seek your online company as an “endorsement”.

        Casual social prostitution is just round the corner within the next few years in the Anglosphere and Western world, if it already hasn’t become full blown yet. Especially when the elites and top brass all actively laid down the groundwork for it in society in the past decade or two – and when the next economic collapse occurs or is engineered by them.

      7. American guy December 11, 2020 at 9:13 pm

        @Borgon Excellent points made Borgon. I too saw the documentary in question. And I recall when one of the girls disclosed to her father and her boyfriend that she was eating c*ck in front of a camera for money, their response was typical cuckery: the father didn’t want to be the “bad father” and tell her off; and the boyfriend took the typical wimp position of “It bothers me but I need to be there for her because I love her.” approach.

        In fact today at work a friend of my mine who is a co-worker (we’re both in our fifties) knew someone’s late-teen daughter who was shaking her ‘money maker’ on a tick tock clip she made. Slutdom is the norm today, but romance, dating, and a man and woman connecting for all the correct reasons is gone. And as you stated, it will continue worsen in the coming years. I don’t envy young guys today. Any young dude in these times will have to have drugs, or money, or some kind of sought after resources, or be the most popular in his social arena. Fuck, these days are so bleak it makes one want to read Archie comics just to get a taste of a more innocent Zeitgeist LOL. Back in my day I can recall the true romances I had in my mid teens, and my twenties. Shit started getting weird come late 1980’s and beyond. But even then I had been to western europe before the social cancer hit there and was able to enjoy romance.

      8. Borgon December 13, 2020 at 2:59 am

        I’ve personally known two such cases in real life related to porn industry. One was a young girl in her 20s who lived in our neighborhood and turned to porn but her career was abruptly halted as she got fibromyalgia after shooting an orgy scene with both straight and gay performers. Funny part is that she left our neighborhood because a lot of men started DMing her for favors during her porn hiatus, but she supposedly declined saying just wanted to sleep with random men for money onscreen. Finally she moved town and may have possibly taken up online thotting. The justification was promiscuity was fine as long as it was onscreen and in exchange for money related to her “career”.

        The second case was of a dad whose daughter (living with his separated wife
        across the state) moved into amateur porn, and his male co workers showed him a clip of his daughter. He’s now disowned her and so has her younger brother living with him but her “good” mom supports her choice of career (presumably for the easy money). It’s kinda true that whores raise and exonerate whores just like sluts raise and exonerate sluts. Kinda have mixed feelings for the dad but I guess he probably was screwed when he got his now separated wife (who had a “colorful” history according to him) pregnant. His daughter was inevitably gonna go down her mother’s path someday, albeit she chose to do in porn. His funny lament is that now his co workers have now seen his daughter’s holes online. (As if her sleeping around off-screen was not bad to begin with). But this might explain how some men and fathers have become weird cuckolds in society today, some agree to it if their women do it off-screen privately, while some agree to the on screen degeneracy that their women do as it’s just “work”.

      9. Chairman Mao December 10, 2020 at 5:31 pm

        The economy sort of already has collapsed for a lot of young people. That’s why there has been a surge of online activity on sites like “Only Fans.”

        Prostitution is flourishing, but it’s happening online. That may seem strange to men over 40, but a lot of Millenials and (more especially Gen Z) grew up interacting a lot with women online. So having a pretend GF/sex partner on “Only Fans” is normal to them.

        I think a lot of the free Instagram Thotting that happens online is a form of prostitution too. Women post racy pictures online and, in turn, get “likes” and “comments” from desperate men. While that may not financially benefit these women, it offers them a form of social status and popularity. For a lot of young (and poor) women, having a popular Instagram account is their version of driving a BMW. It’s their way of climbing the status ladder.

        As for men overseas, I’d say this…. If you look at China, the economy is surging and there’s a huge imbalance of young men to young women. I think it’s possible that the Chinese will begin importing a huge number of young Western women as wives to deal with the wife shortage. Which is going to provoke a very angry reaction from Western men. If you think the incel situation is bad now, just wait for that.

        Interesting times ahead.

      10. American guy December 12, 2020 at 6:32 am

        @Chairman Mao “Women post racy pictures online and, in turn, get “likes” and “comments” from desperate men (…) it offers them a form of social status and popularity. For a lot of young (and poor) women, having a popular Instagram account is their version of driving a BMW. It’s their way of climbing the status ladder”

        I read Esther Vilar’s 1971 book ‘The Manipulated Man’ which was one of the very first books to expose feminism for what it is. She stated that whereas women do enjoy an orgasm, it pales in comparison to the pleasure they get from a cocktail party or a new pair of designer boots.
        Women are wired differently and this is why men have been ‘replaced’ by social media e.g.: Instagram accounts, facebook and the likes.

      11. Borgon December 13, 2020 at 1:56 am

        Agreed. As China overtakes America as the global leader, you’ll have a lot of both greedy and financially destitute western women whoring themselves to rich Chinese men. But this will probably take a decade, because the elites will first start socially indoctrinating the masses (and women) that it’s good enough to choose Asian men as partners, just like how the black culture was peddled to young white women beginning in the late 90s and early 2000s with the MTV and rap culture back then. In the late 2000s and early 2010s, as hip hop, free online porn (interracial) and R&B culture exploded, the ghettozisation of white culture was amped up. You see the results today.

        Today almost every (young) white girl wants to have a booty like a black girl or will often want to date a black dude on her bucket list (even if she doesn’t want to seriously marry him later). In the UK the rates of white women today marrying and reproducing with black men is almost 50%, the highest in the world.

        Asian men are still considered lower than other ethnicities for interracial pairings by white women as per statistics. So I presume the indoctrination will first start with porn (onto which 50% of women in America are already hooked onto) with a lot of interracial porn featuring white women with well hung Asian men, to render them sexually desirable to porn viewers. Once a few years pass, you’ll see the same shift of white women towards them which happened with black or Hispanic men earlier. A lot of pro Eastern movies may then be churned out in Hollywood and TV sitcoms featuring Asian actors and you’ll see another dating shift happening among Western women by the end of the present decade – just like it happened towards Hispanics and blacks in the late 90s and early 2000s. Whatever be, the Coudrove-Kalergi is definitely on in full swing.

      12. American guy December 13, 2020 at 9:10 pm

        @Borgon “the elites will first start socially indoctrinating the masses (and women) that it’s good enough to choose Asian men as partners, just like how the black culture was peddled to young white women beginning in the late 90s and early 2000s with the MTV and rap culture back then”

        Yup. It is no coincidence that today we see mainstream advertising featuring mixed race couples – it’s done on purpose for social engineering. The smart money says that eventually we will see ads featuring white western females with chinese men.

      13. Terry December 11, 2020 at 12:15 am

        Sadly, this may well be true. Without more honorable options for survival, people will “sell out” in whatever ways are available; and for young women, prostitution is the perennial fallback.

      14. Borgon December 13, 2020 at 2:35 am

        The worst part from all this is if most (if not all of) the women then turn to prostitution, it will further result in falling birth rates, especially among whites in the West. Right now, white women are still now the top pick for both porn producers, pimps and Johns. When the overwhelming majority of white women get corrupted, there will be only a handful of marriage worthy “pure” women left among them, who’ll atleast be able to pair bond and responsibly raise a family. Plus the distrust towards them from white men (already happening through divorce rapes, feminism, corporate blindsiding, premarital/extramarital promiscuity of WW, etc) and you’re gonna see more interracial couplings. Or a man will have to choose a life of Captain Save A Ho cuckoldry from the Pretty Woman movie towards her ( assuming you make 6 figures, and have a 6″ willy).

        Which a lot of guys from other ethnicities might agree to just to be with a WW even if she’s a fat 3. Which is going to further heighten her entitlement, hate men of her own kind, and inflate her ego and irresponsibility. All this is already happening across millions of white households in the West today.

        Ultimately, with miscegenation, prostitution, cuckoldry, misandry, feminism, ignorance, corruption, degeneracy and chaos all pushed onto a society, it will inevitably implode and collapse. Men who are cucked by their women and society often have no territoriality (which is a masculine trait which drives the will to protect and defend one’s belongings) or just become apathetic to both. And these men cannot be expected to fight to protect a nation when the barbarians are its borders, when these men have essentially been neutered by their society and women to begin with. And it’s happening right before us.

      15. Brian December 14, 2020 at 10:31 pm

        “Women may fall when there’s no strength in men.”

        Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

      16. Dariusz December 9, 2020 at 5:40 pm

        Aren’t all those PUAs, whom I know nothing about, engaged in some other lucrative godless endeavors now?

      17. Chairman Mao December 10, 2020 at 5:19 pm

        You’d be surprised how Americanized much of the world has become these days (especially the rest of the Anglosphere and Western Europe). Probably due to the pervasiveness of American pop culture/entertainment and Big Corps. Even places like Iran and Egypt are going through “Me Too.”

        As for Eastern Europe, I know plenty of men there. Their complaints about the local women sound near identical to what you find in America. EE may have been a goldmine back in the 90s and early/mid 2000s, but things have changed very quickly over there in recent years. It’s pretty tough these days, only marginally better than the West.

        East Asia is pretty tough too (for a lot of reasons), but Southeast Asia continues to be a good spot for a family-minded beta White male who is willing to be a provider. The Phillipines, at this point, is probably the best country in the world for men.

      18. Borgon December 13, 2020 at 2:09 am

        Eastern and Central Europe was always up for corruption after the fall of the Soviet Union in the 90s. The poverty and failing economies then turned the mindset of a lot of people materialistic and the women towards prostitution. When porn production houses like Rocco Siffredi’s moved from Western Europe to Budapest in the late 90s, to start producing extreme porn with women from all over Central and eastern Europe, the corruption was already amped up. Today tons of young women enter porn from that part of the world to earn money, if they’re already not already engaging in casual social prostitution, or escorting. Ukraine, Serbia, Czech Republic, Russia, Poland, Belarus are injecting fresh talent every year into porn – just like America.

        The mindset of many women with regards to porn, prostitution and escorting, is that they’re enjoying sexual variety with random and diverse men, and they’re enjoying getting paid for the P4P money too. Online camming, porn production houses and online sex shows are pretty common too.

        That’s what it is – porn infects and destroys the values of women in any country or society where it finds a base in.

      19. American guy December 13, 2020 at 9:25 pm

        @Chairman Mao “The Phillipines, at this point, is probably the best country in the world for men.”

        Call me racist, but it’s not the same as having an ethnic white woman – couldn’t really see myself with a non-white. Other men of course will have different opinions, and I respect that.

      20. Brian December 14, 2020 at 10:43 pm

        The cultures in SE Asia are difficult to maneuver. Indonesia has considerable beautiful, conservative women, but, I kid you not, you’ll go mad here.

      21. Brian December 14, 2020 at 10:24 pm

        I don’t think he did much Asia. He likes the Europeans.

      22. Borgon December 8, 2020 at 10:02 pm

        You’re right but I think there will only be a reversion to true traditionalism after the youngest generation today reproduce and become parents say in 10 or 20 years. The worst effects of social promiscuity will be faced by late Gen Xers, Millennials and some Gen Z. I’ve seen quite a few Gen Z women already having notch counts of 15 men and above in their late teens itself, yet they appear very traditional and feminine on the surface. Some are even entering into the world of camming and porn (presumably for easy money and fame as unemployment in society has risen as the pandemic continues) – some even with the consent of their “boyfriends”. With the promotion of hookups and miscegenation to the younger generation of women, it’s not uncommon to see a lot of young women now trying to sexually experience men of different races, backgrounds, ages and cultures as an objective to accomplish on their sexual bucket lists. So the girls are chasing their own flags as well.

        The end result of all this will only result in more hardened women who might have kids from different fathers leading to more chaotic and confused offspring about their own genealogical roots. Already happening now, and will continue for the next decade or two. Look at the men primarily reproducing today prolifically in western societies where dating is “brutal” for most men as female hypergamy and promiscuity are totally unchained. Most of these “prolific” men have shady roots or compromised morals – which mirrors the morals of the elites controlling these societies. And this is actually what attracts more women to reproduce with them – because moral ambiguity in humans is now increasingly glorified as “high status”.

        The conservatism of young men today will not bring an overnight change in the behavior of women around them. It will be slow, but only after ramifications of the promiscuity of the primarily sexually generations today are experienced first, leading to a complete paradigm shift in both male and female morality. So I really don’t see women changing drastically in the present generation of women who’ve just hit their 20s or even the next generation of women who might hit their 20s in a decade. Most of these young women have already grown up with smartphones, watch porn regularly, have seen glorified promiscuity and miscegenation around them, and some have started having sex in their early teens. If Jesus came down today, these women would actually mock him as a incel or volcel “loser” who simply couldn’t get laid with women – as these women have been taught by a sex worshipping society that only winners get to bang all the women and are thus the most desirable of all men.

        This may sound depressing, but it’s the brutal truthful reality and estimation of things to come.
        Even social media platforms now regularly show gold digger and cheating videos as a form of entertainment or reality show. It all shows how far humanity has devolved and fallen today.

        At the most what we will be most likey see is more babies born to women of loose morals with men of dubious characters. When I mean dubious, it doesn’t always mean an immoral player, a resourceful cheater or a bad boy criminal with ill-gotten social proof, fame or wealth. Dubious also means men who are willingly or are forced to choose a path of cuckoldry in a society of loose women, simply to fulfill the biological urge to pass on their genetics. As the options of finding good and chaste women are drastically reduced and time runs out, many men will be forced to take up the mantle of stepfatherhood or open marriages simply to pass on their genetics, as the next option of a woman is often as loose as the woman they presently have. Already happening now and will continue atleast for the next decade or two – unless if a cataclysmic event like war or a natural disaster takes place to reset the paradigm.

        But even if that happens, it’s more likely to bring it’s own deleterious effects. We are already seeing it during the pandemic. A ho will always find a way to ho around. Because that’s who she is. If not in real life, then online on Onlyfans or some other hookup app. No wonder social media is now the real life bordello for women to attract men, instead of the real life approaches which are slowly fading out as you mentioned.

      23. Kitty Crabby December 10, 2020 at 8:16 am

        This article is about spirituality, about the line of good and evil that runs through the heart of every human being.

        How do these lengthy observations relate in any way to the subject at hand?

      24. Borgon December 10, 2020 at 9:38 am

        9 times Outta 10*, a “demonically possessed” modern woman will submit to a “demonically possessed” “alpha male”;- in her perception. It is what is.

      25. American guy December 9, 2020 at 12:50 pm

        @Chairman Mao Well said good sir

      26. Johnny December 13, 2020 at 12:42 am

        “Game is dead.” I paraphrase Nietzsche.

        God is alive and His plan proceeds according to His will. We best follow it or perish.

      27. Anton December 12, 2020 at 5:11 am

        He is making such a mint he lives with his mom.

      28. Brian December 14, 2020 at 10:23 pm

        That is because Amazon won’t let him sell any of his books. Target the real problem: Big Tech in bed with Big Gov. That’s the sloppiest sex around. (And there’s a lot of honeying and stewing all over the place.)

    2. choko December 7, 2020 at 6:30 pm

      we all have our ‘fatal flaws’:. (can you (“someone’) share openly what ‘faults’ you have ?

    3. kevm3 December 10, 2020 at 1:01 am

      What’s wrong with him giving his testimony of being delivered from his former life instead of continually lying to these young guys that being a player and sleeping with a ton of whorish women is a fulfilling lifestyle? Being a real Christian that doesn’t deliver a compromising gospel is not a popular lifestyle, nor is it profitable.

    4. Kronos December 26, 2020 at 1:06 am

      As a 22 year old white male, reading Borgon’s posts makes me want to literally kill myself. I’m not joking or being facetious. There is no fucking hope, is there?

  2. anon9928884858 December 7, 2020 at 10:40 am

    Victor Pride and Roosh are now Christians, Very nice.

  3. Anthony December 7, 2020 at 11:18 am

    Roosh may have been the very last visitor seen by Elder Ephraim. I believe that he has been especially blessed.

  4. Paul December 7, 2020 at 11:20 am

    Proud of you.

  5. Matt December 7, 2020 at 11:25 am

    Great post. Taking the purity of virgins and young women has put me in a similar state of mind as described.

    1. Stevedawg December 7, 2020 at 7:05 pm

      Is this kinda a subtle brag?

    2. Johnny December 13, 2020 at 12:56 am

      Glad I never actually popped any cherries. I was always a sloppy seconds kind of gentleman!

  6. Pregunta December 7, 2020 at 11:43 am

    Without a sex drive there’d be no reason to talk to females in the first place.

    1. choko December 7, 2020 at 6:32 pm

      i disagree. the ‘motivation’ we carry within ourselves has everything to do with whether ‘sex’ is a selfish act..or not.

      1. Pregunta December 7, 2020 at 9:18 pm

        It’s selfish because even if you’re not fucking her, you still like how she looks which is selfish in itself.

        If we weren’t thinking how a girl could benefit us, we’d date chicks in wheelchairs or fatties, because desiring their beauty is selfish right?

      2. Cle007 December 19, 2020 at 8:39 am

        You should be ashamed speaking like that about people who are fat or in a wheelchair. I’m a Man in a wheelchair myself, people like me deserve love + respect too & by the way we do have a sex drive just like everybody else. While some disabled people cannot have sex it doesn’t mean everybody is like that, mentality like yours is what keeps people like me from finding relationships, friendship or dating in general.

        Grow up!

    2. Mike42Night December 8, 2020 at 6:53 am

      Agreed, Sounds more like lower T Levels and the resulting loss sex drive due to aging which are the main reasons for Roosh’s new found faith.
      If he found God at say 29 years old then color me impressed.
      Just another old felon jail house conversation.

      1. AM H December 8, 2020 at 11:35 am

        This is a trend with females, too. Don’t really think it has anything to do with “low T”

      2. Dariusz December 8, 2020 at 5:00 pm

        How about all those old, bald, fat movie producers like Weinstein, who kept hitting on actresses and wannabes well into their 70s, how much T in them? In Muslim countries men in their eighties get young wives, what about their T levels? You’re not a man if you think the attraction will go away with age. Viagra is selling well, corporations even push hair dyeing products on older guys, and tell them to go out to bars, look at all the divorced and widowed people looking for sex.

        The death of a loved one can be a sobering moment, and it’s good Roosh didn’t let the devil step in instead, when he needed God, psychological explanations aren’t always enough. Satan will definitely try to attack when we’re weakened, I had a childhood friend of sorts in primary school, after which we lost touch, I accidentally met him some years later (in the days before the internet), and he told me he was looking for the satanic Bible in various bookstores. Later I learned his father had died of lung cancer.

      3. Dariusz December 8, 2020 at 5:34 pm

        When Roosh found faith, just as he was beginning to implement a prayer routine, he got a custom porn video out of nowhere from an unknown woman. A textbook example of demonic retaliation, their ‘last ditch’ effort to maintain hold.

      4. Borgon December 8, 2020 at 11:56 pm

        That’s a common thing, especially in the initial stages of withdrawal from any sort of addiction. The temptations are often strongest in the initial stages of withdrawal. However once you’re unplugged from addiction completely, both the triggers and temptations often disappear

      5. Dariusz December 9, 2020 at 1:48 am

        I’ve never seen a junkie trying to kick the habit get dope in the mail randomly, that was actual adverse action, not a mere temptation.

      6. Bro December 9, 2020 at 4:25 pm

        I remember when he was talking about that! The devil’s desperation to deceive.

      7. kevm3 December 10, 2020 at 1:06 am

        If Roosh was preaching prosperity gospel and had a bunch of cds and ‘blessed handkerchiefs’, then you’d have a point. Also, it would be much more profitable for him to keep selling player, ‘alpha-male’ fantasies. You can see throughout his writings that he wanted something traditional, but so many modern women are so corrupted that he convinced himself that the player lifestyle was fulfilling when it really isn’t.

        Anyhow, in these end times, Jesus is the way and now is the best time to accept Him as savior. All of that tail chasing and vanity focusing won’t mean a thing as humanity starts to cruise into the great tribulation.

      8. CJohn December 10, 2020 at 7:34 pm

        God can call anyone, at any age.

      9. American guy December 14, 2020 at 8:15 am

        “Agreed, Sounds more like lower T Levels and the resulting loss sex drive due to aging”

        Agreed. There is something very insincere about R, and he smacks of reinvention for the sake of marketing purposes. Perhaps he might come out as g** (he mentioned that admiring a female’s back side can lead a man to becoming a hom* which is nonsense, and to me this reveals something about him) or perhaps he will become more moderate in his religion and jump the next trendy wave that will earn him money.

    3. Dariusz December 8, 2020 at 4:54 pm

      That’s how new life is created in the physical world, so it’s necessary, but one must use his judgement. When everybody shaggs everyone else, what kind of a world do we get.

    4. Cle007 December 19, 2020 at 8:41 am

      Not everybody is a pig who wants women only for sex…

  7. John December 7, 2020 at 1:09 pm

    I read you before, during and after. Though about fifteen years your senior, I understood clearly the prior motivations and the “Road to Damascus” event that changed (saved) your life was startling, but unbelievably welcome. I kicked similar “bad habits” to the curb far earlier, and all I can say is “God bless and protect you.”

    You are in full penance mode. Ignore the naysayers and stick with it. Augustine did.

  8. Vincini Viccaderizimosson December 7, 2020 at 1:24 pm

    Bless you my son

  9. Labai sunku December 7, 2020 at 3:10 pm

    Most of your judgments are wrong. For some people, all are wrong…


    Great to read this, took me so many years to understand.

    It has always been that way, but especially in this confused society of inverted values. It is not an easy time to find the truth because we are so contaminated, so my little advice: it is probably the opposite of what you think and feel. Faith is all about this, trusting God knowing that you can´t trust yourself.

    God bless

    1. SolitaireZeta December 7, 2020 at 3:54 pm

      Amen. If there’s one thing my pastor emphasizes repeatedly it’s “Faith over Feelings.” Not to pursue goose bumps nor euphoric experiences, but to pursue godliness, holiness, and Christlike character in our lives. Trusting in the promises of God, rather than fleeting emotions that can vacillate from minute to minute. Giving praise and thanksgiving whether going through good times or bad.

  10. SolitaireZeta December 7, 2020 at 3:48 pm

    As clichéd as this saying is, it’s nevertheless true: the Devil is more than like not going to come to you as some scary demon out of an 80s/early 90s horror film, nor is he going to be a red-suited pitchfork welder with horns and and pointed tail, nor have you spinning your head around and throwing up pea soup. He’s going to come to you as an “angel of light,” and offer you everything you ever wanted; that you think is good for you.

    If there is one thing that truly defines the difference between God and Satan, it’s this: Satan will give you short term pleasure that will destroy you in the long term. God will allow you to suffer and go through hardship, trial and pain in the short term, that will ultimately save your soul in the long term; and by long term I mean for eternity.

    1. Cle007 December 19, 2020 at 8:46 am

      What prove there is that god exists & why should we live a life without sin if there’s nothing that shows god exist?

  11. Alex December 7, 2020 at 4:32 pm

    “Satan” is your subconscious mind, or what Jung called Shadow archetype. It’s the sum of your “failures”, things you’re dissatisfied with, repressed emotions and thoughts. They mostly come out when you’re intoxicated and when your consciousness is impaired (lust, alcohol, drugs, negative emotions).

    The only way to truly win the battle against these thoughts is realizing how and why they appear in the first place and taking the power away from them, realizing that God didn’t create you in order to be a slave to animalistic tendencies, but to be a loving, creative person that finds joy and love in every aspect of God’s creation.

    I’d also recommend long contemplative prayer, fasting and quietness.

    This is the only battle worth your full effort.

    1. David December 7, 2020 at 5:03 pm

      Unfortunately our leaders are in the exact same predicament. They think that human will is superior to God/Nature and are in a very severe rebellion against the natural order.

      Man must submit to the force that created him, he must realize that he is powerless and a slave to forces outside of his control. The so called ‘elites’ are drowning in arrogance and will take the world with them if they don’t see the light in time.

      1. kevm3 December 10, 2020 at 1:07 am

        Satan is an actual being and has been given power over this world, hence why those in power, especially in music, openly give tribute to him.

    2. JonW December 7, 2020 at 5:11 pm

      “Satan” is your subconscious mind, or what Jung called Shadow archetype.”
      No, that’s how we get to the modern christian culture with its inability to call out sins, praise virtue or even condemn heathen cults as false.
      Satan is as real as God. Increasingly I wonder how I could have ever even considered otherwise.

      1. Alex December 8, 2020 at 1:24 pm

        It’s in vain to discuss the nature of God, since it can only be experienced and not described by words. But the other part of the statement is untrue, since the truth I wrote puts you in charge of subduing the “Satan” inside you so it has no power over you. Full responsibility is on you. But this process is impossible without intellectual understanding and a disciplined spiritual practice, whichever it might be.

    3. Elf December 7, 2020 at 7:58 pm

      Okay Uberboyo, we know it’s you.

    4. guy December 8, 2020 at 4:14 am

      Jung is occultism and equates God with Satan

      1. Alex December 8, 2020 at 1:29 pm

        As long as you’re trapped by fear and dogma, you will never uncover the nature of God.

        God as you imagine it is a fantasy, nature of God can only be experienced personally and understood only after that experience. This can take decades, decades of very disciplined and structured spiritual practice and countless hours spent reading and contemplating.

      2. JonW December 8, 2020 at 2:08 pm

        I smell a witch.
        Confess Jesus is Lord and God raised Him from the dead if you can.

      3. Alex December 9, 2020 at 10:26 am

        He never died, so there’s nothing to rise. Next question.

      4. JonW December 9, 2020 at 10:29 am

        Witch confirmed, Alex is not a Christian despite presuming to lecture.
        Treat him as such.

      5. Dariusz December 9, 2020 at 2:54 pm

        No one speaking by the Spirit of God ever says “Let Jesus be cursed!” and no one can say “Jesus is Lord” except by the Holy Spirit.

        1 Corinthians 12:3

      6. Dariusz December 8, 2020 at 4:51 pm

        If the “nature of God can only be experienced personally” what are all the “countless hours spent reading” for?

        Reading about other gurus’ experiences? For what when you say it’s all personal in the first place?

        Whom was the very first guru reading? I know a demon called Mara visited Buddha, his description would suggest it was Lucifer.

        Funny how all those anti-Christian meditation proponents attack the Church, ‘dogma’, and Scripture, while simultaneously talking about veganism, meditation, and other practices taken straight from numerous different Indian panhandlers/fakirs/gurus/charlatans and their antics. They’re always imitating somebody while selectively drawing ideas from that collection as it fits them, and have the gall to talk about ‘individual experience’ while none of those things is their original idea.

      7. Alex December 9, 2020 at 11:38 am

        Why do you read the Bible and word of Christ, church fathers etc.? So you can follow your chosen path with proper understanding and teach others, based on experience of the people that have a perceived similar sensibility and path. So you have to understand the concept of God and the practice to eventually experience it, order to reach God realization.

        How did the first teacher gain his knowledge? I have no answer for that, but it might be a spontaneous spiritual awakening (which is improbable) or ingesting entheogenic plant or fungi (which is very probable). But man has an inherent third impulse, besides self-preservation and procreation, and it’s the spiritual/religious impulse. Most people try to satisfy it trough sexual relations, drugs, music etc., but only God can fill that void.

        What else did you read about Buddha and Mara? He came to tempt him, and Buddha ignored him and reached Enlightenment.

        The problem with the majority of “spiritual” people is that they only do what’s easy and convenient for them, and they don’t delve deep into the teaching. That’s the same in all religions and spiritual paths, but that has nothing to do with me, since my entire life revolves around my path to God.

        Putting everyone besides your path’s spiritual teachers in the ‘charlatans’ basket is ignorant and immature, so I hope you’re a young man that’s still maturing.

        There’s no need for originality, everything is already explained, you just need to pick a path and not deviate from it.

        Wish you all the best buddy.

      8. Dariusz December 9, 2020 at 2:43 pm

        We Christians never deny that we follow the dogmatic teachings of the Church, the truth God has revealed, and it had to be that way as our minds are incapable of comprehending the ultimate reality. [ The Seraphim are the closest to God and received the grace to understand the most about Him, the consecutive levels of the angelic hierarchy act as ‘comprehension interfaces’ in a way, otherwise all creatures would have to be Seraphim. This is just my own best approximation of the things the human mind and language can’t precisely describe ]. But it’s illogical when you talk about your ‘individual experience’ that those “trapped by dogma” won’t get, when at the same time you follow some instruction manuals, and imitate a host of different gurus that devised yoga and other practices to supposedly achieve ‘enlightenment’.

        For ‘enlightenment’ to be a truly individual experience, the path to it ought to be undisturbed by dogma (“everything is already explained”), as you have a predetermined notion of what you’re looking for and how to get it. You point your finger at us while you’re “trapped” in your own rigid scheme.

        Looking for God while putting ourselves in the centre of the world is as far as it can be from Christianity. “My enlightenment” is what Satan offered to Eve.

        For Christians, here is a video that briefly touches on the issue, and warns against this ‘enlightenment’ as can be achieved through yoga practices:

        I’ve read a Catholic priest who said (may not be dogmatic, I don’t know) Jesus gives everyone, regardless of religion, a chance to accept him as his Saviour when a person dies. So I hope you grow out of this fascination (but I’ve seen men in their 80s, judging by the looks, drawn into the Hare Krishna sect here in Poland, very few thankfully), and won’t wait for that last opportunity, while you’re on a Christian website. Otherwise- get behind me Satan.

      9. Terry December 10, 2020 at 11:58 pm

        Sure hope we get one last chance to be saved once we really know what’s what. Otherwise, it’s all a gambling game that rewards only those who “bet on the right horse”. And no just God would set up a system like that.

      10. Dariusz December 11, 2020 at 4:16 pm

        To clarify. He said it about those who have never heard the Gospel. I believe it was the Polish priest, father Grzegorz Blizniak PhD, a good preacher, though he’s partial to unapproved supernatural phenomena, and is too enthusiastic about the apparitions/visions in Medjugorje and Trevignano Romano, both unrecognized by the Catholic Church. Personally, my faith doesn’t require miracles, the whole world as created is a miracle to me.

        Those who have known about Jesus but maintained their rejection, and opposed Him until the moment of death, are similar to the devil, who was an angel in Heaven- with perfect knowledge of the situation (that’s why he’s irredeemable), no less- but chose not to follow the will of God.

        God’s mercy is greater than our sins, but it’s not a ticket to carelessly go on living in ungodly ways. Jesus rebuked the devil: “Again it is written, ‘You shall not put the Lord, your God to the test.'”, He also admonished a prostitute not to sin anymore, after her immorality was forgiven. For a Christian like me, the joy of being with God in Heaven for eternity cancels out all the not so good ‘deals’ this finite existence entails.

    5. Dariusz December 8, 2020 at 4:47 pm

      If you don’t believe in angels, the fallen ones too, you’re not a Christian. I knew a WWII veteran here in Poland, who died in his 90s about 8 years ago, who liked to say he didn’t know if God existed but he was sure the devil roamed the earth, an absurd idea (trying to sound smart I thought), but he had seen enough during the war and later when he had to go into hiding for a few years after the communist takeover, to believe men of themselves are not capable of being so evil, and often without any reason, he sensed there had to be something more to it.

      Aside from his usual activities, there are those very rare instances of possessions or hountings, I recall an article when a man’s sister was possessed in Rome and the Carabinieri refused to walk into the apartment when they saw her crawling on a wall like a snake. There are reports and other testimonies, the Catholic Church does not allow the filming of exorcisms:

      ,more about this case here:

      When the topic of this fight of ours being spiritual was raised here, I thought how about that, and found some material online. I knew about possessions from the Bible, but not much more as to why and how it could happen, my busy pastor said years ago if your prayer and sacramental life is in order there is nothing to worry about, demonic access to you is severely limited as your attention is focused on God.

      1. Alex December 9, 2020 at 11:52 am

        Yes, you have both angels and demons inside you, but God doesn’t have polarities, so the God-Satan paradigm is false. Seraphiel/Serapiel would be the opposite of Satan, since we’re talking in Christian terms.

        Understand one thing – wicked man can mistake an angel’s action for demonic, since he’s trapped in ignorance.

      2. Dariusz December 9, 2020 at 2:59 pm

        Satan is just a creature, a fallen angel who wouldn’t follow God’s will. Demons attack from the outside, they’re not inside us. They can take control of someone’s body (possess them) if let in, which is extremely rare. But our soul and free will is always ours.

      3. Dariusz December 9, 2020 at 5:33 pm

        You say in agreement with Jung, whom another poster correctly outed as an occultist, that demons are our subconscious mind. Then you flip and confirm a real demon tempted Buddha. You say you’ve been trying to get to know God’s nature personally, on your own- not “trapped by dogma”, but you’re sympathetic to Buddhism- there is no God in Buddhism, the existence of demons, however, is acknowledged. If you go to Cambodia or Thailand, you can buy (repulsively looking) miniature Buddha statues with a ‘broken in’ demon protecting him from the torrential monsoon downpour- it is not symbolic, demon statues protect temples. But a demon will not serve a human, though he can serve him a false enlightenment alright. Laurence Waddell called Buddhism devil worship. To top it all, now you say both angels and demons are within us. No good will on your part witch.

  12. Dariusz December 7, 2020 at 4:49 pm

    I came across one man’s testimony on a website with one of the Christian articles Roosh had recommended: “ When I was twelve, I was already into reading all sorts of brochures, like “Practical Magic” by Papus and similar stuff. Under their influence, I came to understand that you could bring certain forces into your life that may help you in some ways. In some material ways that is, starting with getting rich or doing something harmful to your enemies. I started doing this myself and I can assure you that it really works. So I went even further. I wanted to find out where that power comes from and who gives us this power “.

    So even if you’re not actively seeking the help form below (like the mentioned guy used to do), as long as you play ball, you’ll be getting rewards. I’ve seen it time and again, whether it’s somebody like Soros, a commie politician enjoying a great run, or your average Joe mechanic. Ultimately, they’re the losing team, but Christians must know their tactics, or what they’re up to, while keeping God in the center of our lives. Looking forward to articles about saints, book reviews, and other advice that helps to walk in the light and truth of Christ. It’s easy to fall into sin, thank God “this little light of mine [yours/ours]” does not go out- I can see how baptism leads back home, if we try to find the way.

  13. Buster December 7, 2020 at 5:03 pm

    Great article, thanks!

    Satan is definitely an expert in spreading evil.

  14. Yavorsky December 7, 2020 at 5:58 pm

    I do not know about Orthodoxy, but in Catholic Church there are 5 conditions to get forgiveness and mercy from God for my sins:
    1) Sin no more 2)Confess your sins to the priest 3)Contrition, sorrow and promise of Amendment 4) Penance 5) Satisfaction

    Now, if something is irreversible like taking someone’s virginity outside marriage, how can one satisfy and fix that harm that was done by act of sin? What is your say Daryush?

  15. Borgon December 8, 2020 at 3:54 am

    I liked your post, but I disagree on parts of it which heavily draws off the (f)law of attraction when you mention Satan WILL “reward” mankind with hedonistic or materialistic pleasures if mankind desires it (enough). TBH, Satan can’t do anything without God’s will. Lots of people in the world who desire sex, fame, luxury and money yet never or don’t get that stuff. They’re not getting laid or don’t have the money that Satan supposedly would wire to them just because they crave that or even work hard to pursue that.

    Look at the US today. Simplest example is the 20/80 Pareto principle in the modern dating scene. While the number of men who are sexually active has reduced over the past decade but the number of women getting laid has exponentially increased. So again guess Satan is not doing all that he can to get those sexually deprived men the sex they crave. But he’s supposed “to do whatever he can” to get them laid, isn’t it? Then why is he failing? Why is he then not putting enough thoughts into the minds of those men to learn game? Because he can’t unless God allows him to. Satan can’t gratify all of mankind’s desires out of his own volition, unless he’s allowed to. How many demon worshippers are all wealthy or getting laid regularly? Some of them are broke or homeless, have professional/financial problems or simply can’t get laid. Inspite of them worshipping Satan.

    Satan can thus never be God’s equal, as he’s just an agent to expedite God’s plan.

    The true reality of life is that both good and “evil” can only occur with the will of God, only if He allows them to occur. If you got laid with those women in the past during your “demonic” days, it was because it was allowed as a part of God’s plan to occur as a part of your destiny. Your approaches towards women could’ve failed and you may have not become a successful PUA or writer had God not allowed it so. You could’ve still been a microbiologist who was still unlucky with women but God had something else planned for you. In your case, you had (or were allowed) to see the “other side” first till you were tired of it to turn towards God. And this plays out in almost everyone’s life at some point. Some turn earlier to God, some turn later, some never turn at all – either they stay good or stay evil. You should rather consider yourself blessed because God allowed you to come back to Him, because He made you realise the error of your earlier ways.

    Thus the “evil” or degeneracy that Satan inflicts on humanity also occurs with God’s Will. Satan himself has no complete control over his own destiny, even if he has been allowed freewill or great power by God to mislead, lure or test mankind. He can only do what is divinely allowed to him to play his role.

    And all our destinies are a part of God’s plan. Some of us get the short end of the stick in this life while others get more, depending on what He wills. Again, God already knows the choices you’ll take in your life with your freewill, but what He allows or disallows is a part of His Plan. Mere wishes have no outcome on destiny, because a lot of people’s wishes go unanswered in life. Satan cannot expedite pleasure or pain to you without God’s Will, no matter how strong your desires or efforts for pleasure may be.

    Thus the creation of Satan is a part of God’s plan, because God created Satan with a purpose as an agent, just like He created all other creatures with their own unique purposes to suit his Divine Plan. The standard role of Satan is to test mankind or maybe more. But Satan can’t test you or tempt you if God doesn’t allow it. Our destinies are unknown to us, but we only live them out on this earth – even if we think that our control over lives is great. In the end, human control over destiny is still limited.

    And this is why Satan’s “control” over humanity is still limited and “illusionary”- even if it may look great on the surface. Those who have turned (back) to God should rather be thankful and feel blessed to have been allowed to obtain God’s guidance, because that too happens with God’s Will.

    1. Hikma December 8, 2020 at 2:57 pm

      Excellent, thought-provoking insights about Providence. In Islamic terms, “destiny” is roughly equivalent to “kader”- which means “portion/lot” as it is apportioned by the Creator’s ultimate Will, as executed by intermediary agents down to the most minute level. We do what we can, but the consequences are not entirely known to us, only to the Creator.

      1. Borgon December 9, 2020 at 9:42 am

        That’s a reason why I personally believe if God is indeed the most Compassionate, then He should forgive the whole of His Creation in the end, because He allows the ones who create “Evil” in this world out of his Will. Even if He might punish them in Hell, for a stipulated amount of time – again out of his Will. Because ultimately they did those evil things in this world only because they were allowed to do so out of God’s Will and Reasoning to begin with. If they acted out of God’s control, then God cannot call Himself God to begin with. There must then be a Greater God than Him who created rebellious humans or beings, but that’s not a possibility. As there is One Ultimate Source from where all reasoning, knowledge, creation and structure in the Universe stems from – and that are simply attributes of God.

        As God already knows the past, the present and future of every human – based on their choices and His own Will which allows those choices to “materialize” on this earthly plane.

      2. American guy December 12, 2020 at 6:45 am

        @Borgon ” if God is indeed the most Compassionate, then He should forgive the whole of His Creation in the end, because He allows the ones who create “Evil” in this world out of his Will”

        My thoughts exactly—thanks for writing this.

      3. Johnny December 13, 2020 at 1:07 am

        God has already forgiven all of our sin, past, present and future.

      4. American guy December 16, 2020 at 9:19 am

        If that be the case, then why all the guilt tripping that demagogues like R and others put on everybody?

  16. Koos De La Rey December 8, 2020 at 7:18 am

    Understanding that some of your thoughts have entered your mind via satan or his demons requires humility, and the submission to the will of God. When I recognise those thoughts I always remind myself that they have influence, but absolutely no power over me.

    1. Ray December 9, 2020 at 8:24 pm

      That‘s not right

  17. S R December 8, 2020 at 9:20 am

    Excellent meditation on ordinary demonic activity. Thank you.

  18. Shel December 9, 2020 at 1:04 am

    I haven’t read Roosh et al in years…

    …what the hell is going on around here? Have I entered a surrealist landscape?

    1. Ray December 9, 2020 at 8:34 pm

      Never left

    2. American guy December 18, 2020 at 4:24 am

      A while back “R” had an existentialist crisis and is seeking solace in Christian extremism. Seriously. Check out some of his previous articles and blog posts, it was several things that happened, but mainly all the social changes in the past few years USA that essentially represent the death of America has put him over the edge.

  19. Jessie December 10, 2020 at 12:43 am

    “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked; who can know it?” Jeremiah 17:9

    When we listen to our own hearts (thoughts) we are directed by evil. And our hearts are so wicked that we don’t even realize it. We need God’s word as a guide. Without it, we will never understand righteousness.

    1. American guy December 18, 2020 at 4:27 am

      So….. when we do listen to our hearts we are directed by bad evil forces? What if our hearts tell us to give oneself to Christ? I guess that’s bad too.

  20. Benjamin December 10, 2020 at 11:40 am

    Good Article Roosh – If you haven’t already read Napolian Hills “Interview with the Devil” you should – really puts a lot of what you wrote in perspective. There are some great audio books of it on you tube as well.

  21. pinetree December 11, 2020 at 9:52 am

    There is no such thing as Satan as per eastern spiritual thinking. Everything is a manisfestation of one God which includes Satan. All manifestaions seek growth and liberation – that is the natural inherent order. Saying Satan exists means that you believe in dualism. Satan has no independent power -as there is only one God.

    The dark forces that one expereinces is not Satan – but simply doing crude or static energy that one creates by doing crude actions. By doing sentients or good actions – like helping others, not being greedy or taking advantage of others, being moral etc, one creates sentient energy. Hence crude energy equals hell — and sentient energy equals heaven.

    However, there is another energy that is called Mutative – or engergy of action. These three energies is what God uses to create the universe and all life forms. GOD: G= Generator(sentient), O= Operator(mutative), D= Destroyer(crude).

    There is no heaven and no hell. It is all energies. Satan is the crude energy – and plays an important role in creation — as all things must die so they may evolve into other hopefully higher sentient energies.

    In the end all three energies are a source of bondage — and to be liberated from the energies, one needs to surrender all their good and bad actions to God so one can be liberated from the cycle of birth and death.

    There is no heaven and no hell — nor does Satan exist – as per eastern spiritual thinking.

    If you do good actions bc you fear Satan — then you are in the bondage of fear. But if you do good actions bc of logic, then you are better off.

    Personally for me, eastern spiritual logic makes a lot more sense. I think the ideas of Satan, heaven and hell can be dangerous dogmas which can lead to fanatical behaviours –which is why many younger people especially reject these ideas.

    1. Ray December 11, 2020 at 3:21 pm

      I think satan does exist maybe it‘s the god of war IDK. Like those shinigamis in this Death Note Tv Show if you know..

    2. Dariusz December 11, 2020 at 4:50 pm

      “I think the ideas of Satan, heaven and hell can be dangerous dogmas which can lead to fanatical behaviours –which is why many younger people especially reject these ideas”

      Hindu nationalists and extremists, the saffron terror, burn churches in 2020.

    3. Buster December 11, 2020 at 11:33 pm

      “Everything is a manisfestation of one God which includes Satan.”

      That doesn’t make sense. Humans are finite beings, so they can’t be God. If God is finite then He really isn’t God.

      If Satan is a manifestation of God, then God couldn’t be God because he would then be evil as well as good.

      “I think the ideas of Satan, heaven and hell can be dangerous dogmas which can lead to fanatical behaviours –which is why many younger people especially reject these ideas.”

      As opposed to the old Indian practice of burning widows alive (which was stamped out by English Christians), or the Aghoris of India who live in filth and eat charred human brains, or African witch doctors who chop off the limbs of albinos for use in magic.

  22. MCG00 December 11, 2020 at 5:07 pm

    I heard something yesterday that got me thinking. It was the intro to Thursday’s Infowars broadcast that began with: “Plato wrote that one of the penalties for refusing to participate in politics is that you end up being governed by your inferiors.” – – And this quote has far reaching effects beyond government authoritarianism. It applies to women and how they wield authority. I thought this quote really relates to this article because having gratuitous sex with non virgin unattached women will eventually give women power to govern over you – – AND the converse is true that you secure patriarchal dominion over your pure and kept virgin woman when you respect her intended function as per God’s constructs which is to keep her STUFFED LIKE A TURKEY and serial breeding/nurturing until she’s spent KAPUT. Afterwards whence she continues in a blissful daze and SET in a habitual active duty loop of continual servicing of her dear and anointed patriarch shepherd YOU!!

    So you govern. The alternative is partaking to an unpure woman and being controlled by HER. For example, a prostitute habit becomes ingrained in your mind as a necessary personal maintenance activity that becomes compulsive – – and the payment tendered is compulsory too – – LIKE A TAX. You’re taxed over and over for an activity that becomes less and less fulfilling and creates no family or tribe and in fact you “cast ye seed into the fire” which Moses warned against. And your favorite hooker becomes your own personal unelected TAXING AUTHORITY over you.

    And what a hooker ‘tax collector’ doesn’t steal from your hard earned treasury, an easy free woman deconstructs your personality. You ape a groveller and go through her hoops for her ‘sloppy seconds’. A true virgin wife never gives you sloppy seconds. She’s yours and she’s contoured to YOU as much as your favorite recliner chair or custom touring motorcycle. A virgin wife flung upon the boards of patriarchy, her service to you is PLASTERED UPON her telegonic imprint within the deepest recsses of her DNA.

    The lord created orgasm as bait to get you and your spouse to breed and populate the Earth like the sands of the sea. This is knowledge that is privy only to be divulged to your virgin spouse. Once her patriarch has cemented this into her, she realizes forever her true purpose.

  23. Matt T December 12, 2020 at 5:02 pm

    “taking the virginity of a few women. In my defense, I did not have to trick them that I wanted a long-term relationship or marriage.”

    Not a defense.

    By sleeping with the woman, you are spiritually and biologically communicating to her that you intend for her to be the mother of your children. What you say (or don’t say) with your words is irrelevant.

    It’s like if you punch someone in the face. By punching them, you are letting them know you want to hurt them. It doesn’t matter if you verbally say “I want to hurt you” or not.

  24. Christian Colbert December 14, 2020 at 7:17 pm

    Be fruitful and multiple… You don’t have to get married or be faithful to one thot in the USSA to get that done; at this late hour in our degenerate culture, it would be foolhardy to think otherwise.
    Consider this: one of your sexual escapades my have engendered a genius for all of mankind to benefit.

    1. Matt T December 15, 2020 at 2:38 pm

      LOL seriously? What, you mean “genius” who will invent new science and technology to “make the world a better place” (i.e. push us further from God)?

      OK, normie.

  25. Dvo December 15, 2020 at 8:48 am

    Love it

  26. Inphexius December 15, 2020 at 9:57 am

    I feel you Roosh. I have had a similar experience like you where I look back at my behaviors and do not recognise myself in it. It is a weird phenomenon and those behaviors all ended up in destruction.

    I think Victor Pride/Nick Kelly from B&D also had a similar experience.

  27. awesome14 December 15, 2020 at 2:37 pm

    Due to sin, we all are at some distance from God. If not for sin, and it can be others’ sin that affects us, we would live in full communion with God. In fact, at any time, there are a few men who have achieved full communion with God!

    Differing levels of ignorance regarding common sensibilities and acceptable morality, are not the work of demonic possession. But there is inherited, spiritual bondage, referred to ‘roots of ancient doom’, by Plato, ancestral curses, by Christians, mental illness, by secular humanists–(the divine gift of prophesy) + (secular-humanist indoctrination) – (bipolar disorder) = 0.

    Our civilization is deprived of the voice of God, because state-licensed sorcerers administer drugs to the prophets, titrating the dosage upwards until prophetic vision ceases. The males of our species are not designed to psychologically tolerate years of regular sexual climax without fulfillment of it’s promise.

    Sensual beauty is an unspoken promise made by God to males. It is understood only by masculinity (must be a biological male, or God). The man’s physical reaction to a female, the way God dresses them, is anticipation of God’s unspoken promise: to create new life in the image of married lovers and in the image of God.

    Men enjoy viewing females, because they are the part of nature created specifically for the man, and God communicates with the man through sensual beauty. So, viewing the female form, even an image of it, is actually a man’s communion with God and nature. It supposed to be enjoyable!

    But, God will not be ignored! And, the man must have a holy disposition toward the image of the sensual woman; which is absent of a desire to control the object of desire, in order to partake of her goodness according to the man’s whim.

    The disposition must be first, that God is the source of all good, not the woman. So she must be viewed with honor to God! Her body must only elicit desire toward a noble purpose, to conceive offspring, not to gratify the man’s primal urge in an empty act.

    When a man places the needs of his love object–security and commitment–at a higher priority than his base drive, he makes of her a true equal to himself, because he loves her more than he loves his own body!

    Abstaining from all types of intimate contact until her wedding night is the sole means for the female to attain equality to the male! Now, messing around with God’s intended purpose for His creation is many times a road to severe emotional problems, especially for females.

    Kate Redfield Jameson is a popular author on depression, suicide and mood disorders. I read one her books my sister bought. All I took away was, this woman fornicated in high school, refused to repent from sin, but rather kept on fornicating!

    Within a year she went stark-raving mad! Bipolar disorder. And similar accounts abound. When the male achieves climax, it is natural that he might not experience the presence of offspring until years have lapsed, depending on circumstances, which were prevalent in ancient times.

    There are numerous sources that confirm ancient war crimes, one of which was when a conquering army sacked a city state, to refuse to rape the women.
    It was only ‘called’ rape. Many females eagerly anticipated being ravaged by an invading army! The Holy Bible talks of the subject.

    If the soldiers rejected the conquered women, it was considered genocide, because the men refused to sire offspring by them. Without improved warrior traits in the males of the following generation, the people couldn’t defend themselves, as was demonstrated by their defeat, and would die out eventually.

    The female expectation is to conceive offspring, which radically alters her hormone balance! If the female experiences intercourse, but it does not produce the expectation of the act; expectation on the deepest biochemical level; many women go mad, and even commit suicide!

    But men eventually must face a like problem caused by them breaking God’s promise. Evil spirits are involved to the degree that they can avoid the truth. I have on two occasions been visiting with parents and family friends, and I touch on a subject the spirits present needed to avoid, to prevent discovery. Everyone’s head drooped forward, their eyes closed, and they stayed that way for 30 or so seconds after I stopped talking.

    All at once they opened their eyes, and lifted their heads, seemingly unaware of their unusual behavior. Those are the demons you want to leave alone. They are familiar spirits. If you cast them out, there can be real problems.

    Spirits once cast out roam in waterless places. They enlist allies to retake their stronghold. These are stronger demons! The person is now free of the spirit, but they are also totally innocent and inexperienced. Unless they have a protective holy environment for a while, they’ll fall for deceit, and have eight demons instead of just one!

    If a person is controlled by evil spirits, they can’t will to regain control over themselves. They like it the way they are. This condition usually happens to those who seek recourse to spirits, to use them according to some earthly purpose. That’s a different chapter.

    But look on a tarot forum. You can see when a user is becoming unhinged, which progresses for a short time. And that’s their last post! Who knows what happened. One user said he took out the trash, and it was back in his kitchen when he got up.

    Another claimed some items had been stolen and replaced with duplicates. Still another claimed that people took the freon out of his fridge, put it on his carpeting, and put other freon back in the fridge.

  28. Oggdyi December 16, 2020 at 3:42 pm

    In my youth I read in Catholic magazines about the evils of masturbation, the occult influences in contemporary rock and pop music etc. If anyone in my decades of atheism told me that I’d ever subscribe to these beliefs (which I do now) I’d laugh them off.

    Yes, I did feel guilty when starting to masturbate, but I rationalized my way out of it even before becoming an atheist. Yes, I did feel the conscience telling me that the promiscuity around me is not right and a sign of weakness, and that the proper model of a relationship is the one of my grandparents and Tolkien, but eventually I rationalized my way into sexual “freedom”, especially since women seemed to prefer sexual advances over romantic ones and since it started becoming required of so called “masculine men” in our perverted culture. Yes, black metal and so on felt a bit uneasy, but was soon rationalized as mere jokes, “because Satan is as real as a Flying Spaghetti Monter”.

    It took a much more direct, overt, perhaps even supernatural contact with Evil in myself and later, in a few other people, to stop swearing (in my language the cursewords constantly invoke Satan, hell etc.), stop telling white lies, stop sleeping around and lastly, stop masturbating. Lust truly darkens the mind. Now as I look back on myself, my gut wrenches. As I look on my buddies and female friends, it’s so clear. As soon as you get into sexual sin, you distance yourself from your conscience and guilt, convinced by contemporary psychology that it’s the guilt that’s the problem and not sin.The other sins follow slowly but surely.

    I’ve personally known a couple of girls who were kind, introverted, very attractive by anyone’s standards and stayed virgin until 18-20 y.o., waiting for their “man”, until slowly the cultural narrative and peer pressure have eroded their idealism. One of them has slept with what she suspected to be her future husband, well, before marriage. And since he turned out to be, well, not her future husband, she had to rationalize it by totally twisting her life philosophy (which started with all that talk about “gaining life experience”, soon followed with “I have no free will and no one can judge me”) ceasing to go confession and ending up in some satanic bisexual sex cult. The other girl basically gave up her virginity one day to some foreigner, whom she deemed suitable for the role because she can “use him” to “finally get rid of her virginity” and be sure never to see him again.